Photo update

Its that time of the month again to update you with my photos of my thinning body, only joking not that thinning, but its going slowly,, These were only taken yesteday..

Piercing Saga Continues

After last Monday of me having to go to a different piercer in town to get my ball re attached to my Nipple ring that I tried to change myself, I seem to have made it worse, I seem to have toon some of the nipple area above the hole which I have only noticed this evening, Not sure if I did it when trying to get a new nipple bar in or maybe I caught it somehow. Today I went to see the dishy Piercer who did the piercing and he said to let it heal may be 2 weeks more and he will change the ring for me, well he does have the tools to do the job.. Pliers and such like, also i am finding bras a big of a pain in that area too, whilst the bar is fine and dandy the ring seems to catch on any material that is really close and thats bras so as soon as I get home from now I will be bra less, ok TMI for some I know and sorry, but I really want this piercing to heal before getting in changed..

Piercings

as some of you already know I have a double Nipple Piercing, and I thought it was time to get some more Jewellery for said piercings, nothing tacky but nice.. So I ordered... this from body jewellwery shop and then I got these but in pink and finally some pink horseore shape ones,, I did however make a mistake when ordering as I orderd 1 or each but I needed 2 so had to re-order,, well I decided to change them last night.. and had some advice from a fellow piecer yesterday on how to change them,, like using antibacterial soap ect to change and all should be fine, well to all intense and purpose it was,, I did the left one No problem,, I used the nice dangly heart ones, well the right side is a problem, after really struggling to get the ball closure part off I then did the same as I did with the other ring as I slid the ring out I slid the bar in,, well what a mistake,, this was not so simple the gap that the ball left was tiny compared to the other ring,, so I could not physically get the piercing ring out,, I did try several times but I had to admit defect and try to get the old ring back through considering I had it half out,, well I managed it, I was in a sweat,, and now I could not get the ball back in,, and I still cant.. each time I try I seem to pull on the nipple, so I have now got one dangly heart on a bar and now a ring with no ball and is tapped up so it does not catch. I it was back on the phone to my mate Rosie saying HELP but the best thing for me is to see the piercer to either take it out and put new one in or at least get the ball back in so it will heal abit more as it started to bleed.. I reall dont want to cause any aggro..

Is Surgery the Way forward?

on Monday I had my fortnightly weigh in at the drs surgery, its a programme called counter balance, its not a diet, they just support you in what you are doing and help you too, well as I had to cancel the one before due to having an appy at charlies school I had not been for 4 weeks, well I had lost 2 lbs in 4 weeks, not great but then with it being school holidays I have let my self slip a little with the odd burger king or lunch out,, anyway she asked me if I was ok., and you know I am not sure anymore,, in total I have lost 2st 6lb over a year of me cutting out most rubbish, and concentrating on the gym since Jan I think I have only missed 2 sessions, I go 2 times a week.. so all in all I have lost a far bit considering I am doing it all by myself with hardly any support from dear partner,,

Well I started to cry,, I just HATE MY BODY well not all of it, appart from boobs having dropped a bit due to age and breast feeding kids and a while going braless as I hate them,, When they are supported which is a lot lately they are great, espcially with the piercings too, oh want some new rings or bars now.. not sure how to go about it..

But what I do hate about my body is my stomach,, I know I have not lost the weight quickly but its really saggy now,, I feel that there is about 2 stone of excess weight that could be cut off, but pointless now as I still need to loose weight, but will it improve,, the answers either seem to do a lot more excerise to see or go and see a plastic surgeon for some advice,, I can look at myself naked in a mirror which I could not do this time last year but All i see is a horrid belly, and think if I hate it then what to others think, not that many people see my naked belly.. not even my partner as it is nealy always hidden.. just not sure what to do??