Things are steady

Thought I should update this,, things seem ok at home or more settled I suppose, back to normal old ways really, we did have a honeymoon period where things were Fab but I knew it was impossible to keep up,, the physical side has gone to nothing again, mainly due to illnesses with one for and another in not illnesses then its the period and PMT,, but martin addmitted he does love me and wants to be with me but cant show me how he feels as he does not know how too, bad parenting there really from both sides,, but wont go into that,, but for know we are ok,, just other things going on in my life regarding my nan who is very ill and in hospital and at 94 I think is dying too, so very sad,, but my personal life is ok,,