Was going to Remove this blog

Last night I was thinking about removing this Blog as there are things on here that remind me of some horrid things, and yes whilst I was feeling horrid at the time I have to Move on,, Things at home are going well with Me and my other half,, ok I have dont a lot for me to keep me heathly as I dont want to be ill, I dont want to have heart attacks, strokes, diabetes and the only way it to keep excercising, i go to the gym 3 times a week know as well as belly dancing, and I want to start boxercise too, now that sounds fun,, but the reason I was going to remove this blog is probably casue there was never a me to find,, I have always been here just under a different disguise,, i mean I have been mummy and partner and never really made an effort for me but that has changed now, I am doing more for me,, but I will keep this blog going,, as its there for when I do something different I suppose,, I know not many read this blog so it doesn't really matter,, but if you do read it please let me know who you are?? just cause I am nosey really,,