Did I Ever Loose Me

I have been thinking for a little while now that I am not sure if there is a me to find,, Ok I have always been a gentle, kind and caring person, and I still am, (some people may argue with that) but appart from being a teenager to a woman with a financee and children I am still me, ok my life hasn't really mapped out how I wanted it to but then that may be me being way to soft and forgiving, I mean I have always wanted to be a mum, but I had always planned to be married by the time I was 24 years., I was however engaged at 19, moved in with my partner when I was 21 and had my first child when I was 24 years.. second child at 36 years.. I do hate the fact I am single still, and I will remain single until either my partner changes his mind which I doubt or I get fed up but at the moment I am ok,, but as for me appart from over the years my weight going up and down, and more down lately,, I am still Me.. I know what I like to do, ok I may be so laid back I fall over, or speak without engaging my brain but I am still me.. If people don't like so be it I will be friendless to.. but hey so what..